Ramadan Diary – Entry 2

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Bismilah,

FOOD

Iftar parties/khana’s/3azeema’s whatever you want to call them, are really what people make Ramadan all about. I look at them like this:

1) Yes, i don’t have to cook, ie. i don’t have to clean, ie. more time to read quran! YAY!

2) Oh god, the khalto’s will stuff me so that i won’t be able to stand in Taraweeh…that’s if we make it to taraweeh.

Today’s the first day we will go to an iftar party, and after 2 days of spending a good 2 hours cooking and cleaning, i’m really looking forward to it insha’Allah. But what annoys me about these iftar’s is that especially now, where there is barely 45 mins between maghrib and isha’, we come late to taraweeh, and i don’t like that.

Solution: do your iftar’s at the masjid, i know that is what my family does, so the people won’t miss their salah, we won’t miss our salah, and we all live happily every after.

SLEEP

I come home after taraweeh at around 11:20. That is late. Then we get what, 3 hours of sleep till suhoor? Then i wake up at 9? It’s hard. Take a nap. I’m not a napper, honestly, i don’t even know how to nap, but nap in Ramadan is like the best thing on earth subhanAllah, its like your chocolate of the day! Keeps you up for taraweeh too.

QURAN REFLECTION

Surat Hud, is scary. SubhanAllah, it just unbelievable, i can’t even describe how i feel about it. Shows you the true name of AlQahaar. ‘Nuff said.

Surat Yusuf <3. Wow subhanAllah, every time i read it/hear it, i think and catch something new.

Three reflections:

92. He said: “No reproach on you this day, may Allâh forgive you, and He is the Most Merciful of those who show mercy!

The kid was what, 9? Imagine, your older brothers, ganging up on you and throwing you in a well, cuz they ”hated you”. I can’t even picture that! And then after all these years, he is a great position, on top of them, and can destroy them with a snap of a figures, he brushes off the matter, and says ‘may Allah forgive you!’ Allahu akbar! :’) how amazing. Look at the patience he endured, it was obviously hard on him, he grew up knowing his brothers threw him in a well, went through this life without his family, and years come later, and he could take revenge, but he asks Allah to forgive them.

94. And when the caravan departed, their father said: “I do indeed feel the smell of Yûsuf (Joseph), if only you think me not a dotard (a person who has weakness of mind because of old age).”

Have you ever witnessed such love for a father to his son? Wow, just thinking of this verse, my eyes swell in tears. This man after years and years, can still SMELL Yusuf! We know stories of Ibrahim and his son, and many others, but look at this love, its sooo beautiful, and sooo true!

100. And he raised his parents to the throne and they fell down before him prostrate. And he said: “O my father! This is the interpretation of my dream aforetime! My Lord has made it come true! He was indeed good to me, when He took me out of the prison, and brought you (all here) out of the bedouin-life, after Shaitân (Satan) had sown enmity between me and my brothers. Certainly, my Lord is the Most Courteous and Kind unto whom He will. Truly He! Only He is the All-Knowing, the All-Wise.

Wow, first he forgave them, then he gave them the excuse that SHAYTAN was the reason for this, and that it was his fault. Can you imagine Yusuf’s personality subhanAllah. He is sitting there, higher than his brothers who threw him hatefully in a well, and he basically tells them “Oh its ok may Allah forgive you” then tells there father and excuses what they did to him, and says its because of Shaytan!

He didn’t hold that grudge, he gave them an excuse. How many of us point fingers once something goes wrong, or someone hurts us. We think OMG its over. How many times do we think of shaytan being the cause factor…and how many times do we say ‘May Allah forgive you.’

I can’t even explain how my heart feels whenever i hear this surah being recited. ❤ Alhamdulilah, so much to learn from.

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5 responses »

  1. Assalamualakum sister!

    I love your opinion on Surah Yusuf sister, mashAllah. Very true! Prophet Yusuf, may peace be upon Him, was SO forgiving – may Allah bless Him with unlimited nour.

    Reading the second last paragraph of;

    He didn’t hold that grudge, he gave them an excuse. How many of us point fingers once something goes wrong, or someone hurts us. We think OMG its over. How many times do we think of shaytan being the cause factor…and how many times do we say ‘May Allah forgive you.

    This brought tears in my eyes. May Allah almighty guide everyone righteously ane bless us with the ability of forgivness,

    Assalamualakum dear sister of Islam.
    May Allah almighty reward you.

  2. This Surah has so many great lessons..
    I loved this one..

    “And then after all these years, he is a great position, on top of them, and can destroy them with a snap of a figures, he brushes off the matter, and says ‘may Allah forgive you!’ ”

    May Allah subhaanahu wataala allow us to be similar to Prophet Yusuf in this life and next to Him in Jannatul Firdous in the next.
    Ameen

  3. Somehow i didn’t pry on your blog too much and this! entry brought tears to my eyes! subhanallah, may Allah swt bless you immensely dani ❤

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