It’s that realization that you have to keep going.
It’s that drowning feeling when you just want to let go.
It’s that heart beat that feels like stopping.
It’s the breath that catches and gets stuck.
It’s that moment when the world stops but you know it’s not the end
and you lift each aching limb and crawl forward
because it’s not the end and for a moment you wish it was.
It’s that memory that you know was meant to be but you wish somehow it would erase itself and set you free.
It’s that feeling.
It’s that unforgiving feeling.
It just can’t be explained.